i'm so damn depressed right now. i wasn't able to do anything in school. my patient stood me up and now i don't know if he'll ever come back. i wish i could do something tomorrow. i feel fucking pressured regarding my graduation. my dad asked me already if i'll be graduating coz pam will be graduating already. "mauunahan ka pa pala ni pam grumaduate..." waah! i just didn't answer him. i'm not yet sure.pa, i'm so sorry. if only you knew what was going on in my life you surely would understand. it's so fucking painful right now. i don't want anyone to know how i feel. i don't wanna cry over it... :(