i didn't go to our deliberation today. i know i won't be called yet so i didn't go. the final calling for graduating students will be on march 22. i hope by that time i will be called. i have a huge problem and still i don't wanna face it. my mind will go berzerk and i know i will totally cry if i ever think of it. i'm just going with the flow. i really don't know what'll happen. i have to wait and see. :(